I Want to Leave

When I was young and naïve, I thought that joining your cult would be one of the greatest moments of my life. It would give me a newfound sense of freedom and maturity. Only now have my eyes opened. This cult is insane. It's constantly waiting to corrupt the new generations with its cute outwardly experience. I want to break free. You told me that you enjoyed my company and that it would be time for me to make my own contribution to this cult of yours. I told you no and know you want me dead! You're in disbelief! You don't truly see me as a friend! You only see me as an object and you only call me a friend because I give you income! And now here you are, telling your followers to shun me and harass me! You want me to indulge in this sin! What kind of leader asks their brainwashed slaves to kill someone who wants to change their life for the better just because you feel the need to grant indulgence to someone who no longer craves it? I wish my mind could go blank. I wish I could go back to the days where I laughed and mocked the kind of person I no longer want to be. And yet you chained me up. Everytime we saw each other, you wrapped more chains around my body. I'm trying to break them, but you keep running after me wanting to drag me back into Hell screaming and crying. I wish I could change you and save you, but you just won't listen. It's best to simply move on rather than try to enact revenge and make your life a living Hell. Despite me wanting to talk longer, all I'll say is that I pity you.

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